I've been throwing jokes around that what I want to have is LOVE as a wish. Funny that someone will start calling me "babe" on Facebook which annoyed me greatly. Like WTF?! no, I know you are just trying to get attention or something do it on your wall. You aint attracted to me and so lets not go there. Assumerang froglet ba ako? Maybe, but its annoying or I guess its one of my pet peeves. So its not amusing me on any level. So i ignore.

For some reason since hitting the Big 3. When Christmas is just around the corner, someone from the past that i fell apart with will start to reconnect. Maybe its just coincidences but still feels weird though. Im still thinking what I feel about that. Last year was in a way successful but now i dont know what will come out of it. So I'll sit back and watch it unfold. It will be interesting who will be reconnecting with me. There are just a few people i was close or intimate with that i have lost touch with and which at least will trigger some memories or even a little curiosity cause i cant think about anyone i have forgotten as far as i van remember, that is.

I spend my birthday the way i wanted to. I made someone's day happy and i felt grateful for being able to make them smile. Tonight ill go out with my Little Twit and that will be quite fun. Then tomorrow with my family and a few friends.

I had a weird dream last night. But it felt so real. And i cant shake it out of my mind. Everything is so sureal. I could feel it, taste it. Well i hope my real life would start catching up with the dreams though, errr, on the contrary I will stay within the dream for now. Its safer.