The day started as lie any other day, i gave tipsy a bath though shes such a cutie,,, im really glad that they decided to get a dog, it was a really really good timing too.... shes making me smile and shes always keeping me company after that pre-birthday news that i got, i cant help but think she really had a knack of knocking me head and my hurt with Thor's hammer, it hurts so badly i bleed for along time after too...
and so i decided to let everything go... its not an easy process too, letting go of the past, and throwing all the reminders of love lost and losing all the memories these things brings.... the person maybe gone, but these reminds me of how it felt like reading them, how i felt love and how i give love to people at that certain point in my life.... i never thought i would make this kinda decision but i think its the right thing to do.... there's no point of holding on to memories that which you alone remembers and which you alone, gave meaning and importance too.. i don't deny that it shaped me today, and open my eyes to the realities of life,,, pain, love sacrifices happiness joy... everything in the past years made me a better person and made me see myself in ways i couldn't imagine i can be and the potential of what i can be.... everything thought me how to find my inner me, and how to be happy within myself...
i don't think i could just eradicate all the memories, the sense of lost is so great that i couldn't make myself do it.... i manage to put everything in a single box though so i guess its progress...
the expression of love - no matter what the ending might be - is the most beautiful thing one can ever experienced. Love like its the first time every time,, hold on to it, and don't settle for less, make that moment last.
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